I need a new pattern in my life. I keep doing the same thing to myself over and over and feeling the same way over and over. I wonder if I have the fortitude to reformat my day or my thinking or the way I say things. I want to do so much. I want to get out of this house. I want to stop being so afraid of everything. I remember being like this before. It's like the last 9 years never happened. But they did happen. I grew up. I keep forgetting that. I'm in adult denial. I'm a slow starter.
Much Love
