Vertigo

I am so shaky.

It's like I got hit on the head and every time I look at my life I get vertigo.

I used to have someone to balance me.  Someone to grab onto and hold until I felt comfortable -- supported.

I don't know if that's considered healthy but it turns out to be the one thing that I'm missing the most.

Being there and having someone there.

There's really nothing so steadying.

To me, it's everything.