I hated this year. This year, this year needs to end. It needs to die. Words fly around in my brain like a bird that can't find a way out. All I feel is sad, sad, sad.
Slow starter, self-sabotage-er, anti-social old woman.
I don't know what will happen. I don't know anything anymore. I can't bring myself to say anything positive and that's disconcerting me. Everything sounds so stupid and cliche and not enough.
I need to pull myself out of this hole. It's just hard when you can't see a way out.
You need to have a 2012 fire.
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