All I Had

It's been two weeks since Jim and I broke up.  Or if you want honesty, Jim broke up with me and I didn't see the point arguing with him if he didn't want to be with me.  He took the dogs because he can afford them and I can't.  My life is pretty empty without them and I'm trying to find things to fill it with.  It's exhausting trying to not think about what I've lost.  It's hard to think of it positively.  I can only divert myself so long until it comes over me.  I don't want to replace anything.  I can't.  Not when all I think about is what I had.